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Identity Crisis

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In this story, Alma, born in Israel to an Ethiopian mother and an Ashkenazi father, navigates a moment in her late twenties when she can no longer defer the question of who she is and where she belongs.

almaאַלְמָאAlma
gadlaגָּדְלָהshe grew
imעִםwith
sfotשָׂפוֹתlanguages
ba'bayitבַּבַּיִתin the house
ivritעִבְרִיתHebrew
ba'chutzבַּחוּץoutside
ve'amharitוַאֲמְהָרִיתand Amharic
bi'fnimבִּפְנִיםinside
shteihenשְׁתֵּיהֶןboth of them (f)
shelaשֶׁלָּהּhers
u'shteihenוּשְׁתֵּיהֶןand both of them (f)
loלֹאnot
legamreiלְגַמְרֵיcompletely
shelaשֶׁלָּהּhers
be'drachimבְּדְרָכִיםin ways
she'hayuשֶׁהָיוּthat were
kashotקָשׁוֹתdifficult (f, pl)
lehasbirלְהַסְבִּירto explain
la'anashimלַאֲנָשִׁיםto people
she'gadluשֶׁגָּדְלוּwho grew (pl)
imעִםwith
safaשָׂפָהlanguage
achatאַחַתone (f)

Alma grew up with languages at home, Hebrew outside and Amharic inside, both hers and both not entirely hers in ways that were hard to explain to people who grew up with one language.

ha'zehutהַזֶּהוּתthe identity
loלֹאnot
haytaהָיְתָהwas (f)
be'ayahבְּעָיָהproblem
bi'yaldutבְּיַלְדוּתin childhood
kiכִּיbecause
yaldutיַלְדוּתchildhood
me'afsheretמְאַפְשֶׁרֶת(she) allows
lidchotלִדְחוֹתto postpone
she'elotשְׁאֵלוֹתquestions
she'einשֶׁאֵיןthat there is not
la'henלָהֶןto them (f)
teshuvaתְּשׁוּבָהanswer
bruraבְּרוּרָהclear (f)

Identity wasn't a problem in childhood, because childhood allows you to postpone questions that don't have a clear answer.

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